Saturday, December 17, 2011
Tomar shohor..
pash theke giye alto golay ke jani ekjon bole uthlo "dadu erpor konta"...chokh bujei uttor dilen "satanno tetallish".. bus er ga ghese, driver der halka hoar jayga periye..unki jhunki mere niriho maa kalir mukh anka "5743" ..songe duto joba ful r ekta kuri..simple stats.. baam diker seat gulo te kaku ra bosben...daan diker gulo kakima der...daan dikei panchil er gaa ghese ekta chala..boro size er du teen te hari kora..rastar opore bench pete ghare sada sada bag jhuliye kichu lok chhoto chhoto thalay bhat khachhen..ekjon pet mota bhodromohila hathe steel er boro ek khana hatha niye besh jor golay "badal..chara machh khabi..bhalo hoyeche re ..ettu kheye dekh".. "ei nando...artu bhat diy..chadni de kha"..jader uddeshye bola..tara nijeder moton golpo korte korte..samanno matha nere na bole...poripati kore khaoa shesh kore thala tei jol dhele aanchiye pocket hathre biri khujchen...min 5-7 er moddhei neel rong er jeeb ta nore uthlo...bichhiri shobdo ebong kapuni diye..khub dheere sorisrip er moton cholte laglo...klanto syantsyante alor moton..
boddo shanto..chup chap..jantrik kapunir awaj chhara..karur kono awaj nei..durdorshon er samne tay ekta cha er dokan..ekta karnish bhanga mondir..r ekta laalche chota otha bedi...gachher gaye helan diye mon diye hather tas dekhchen kichu lok..tader moddhe ekjon kichu ekta bolay shobdo kore hese uthlen baki ra..driver bus ta thamiye janala diye mukh bariye ekjon er uddyeshe "ki re tapan dokan bondho rekhechilis naki..tor boudi eschilo to"..opranter uttor na peye mukh ta bejar kore du hath tule nitai bhongi kore abar bus chalonay mon dilen..
bedir pashe mati theke foot du ek opore bosano ekta cement murti..buk obdi..dhulo pata..onnyano natural nongra diye dheke jaoar por khub osposto pora jachhe “Swadhinota sangrami manoneeyo OMUK smarone”.. perolei ekta jhNa chokchoke godir dokan...joto bhalo godi toto bhalo ghum..nongo sundorir deho golapi godi te...dokan periye rastay dar korano black board.. sada chalk diye lekha: machha bhaja, bhetki bhaja.. bhetkir file bhaja, machher kobiraji, makhone bhaja machh, pNathar kobiraji ..ittyadi.....bheer e upche pora duto dokan ”Chakum Chukum” and “Satya Narayan Liquor off shop”..
bijoygorh signal perotei bus sarab..goti te ebong gunti te..chhoto boro lomba nanan size er gari ke overtake kore bus driver er skill podorshoni ebong otikranto rastar double rasta utsaher sathe 2min e perono..conductor ekhn arektu sorob..lords er mor theke jodi beshi passenger othe na gari te..tobuo...shoni mondir er dik e hath tule kopale thekiye buke namiye enei hakk thu kore laal ronger thutu janala diye rastay felei hath ferot steering e...”ei Taxi side chaap na *****..daan dike jabi na **** tobu rasta gaad kore daras keno shaala...osikkito”...
padani chhere upore uthe ese hather ticket e odbhut kayday shobdo korte korte..”dekhi boudi apnar ta”.. “panjta taka khujro dinna”..korte korte abar dorjay..ghorar gayer chapar marar moton kore bus er deoal e ador kore abar jaygar naam.. hojra rasbiari kalighat hojra hojra hojra...shibmondir postapis colg mor belghoria ..hojra hojra hojra...
daant er daktar khana periyei HDFC ATMer samne diye mosjid er mukhe dariye gelo achomka break chepe...ekjon mohila, alu thalu chehara..khNopar bandhon ta khule geche..rastar majhe doure ese besh jore chechiye galagaal dichhen...jake dichhen se chhokra totokhone rasta cross kore opashe giye hese kutopati...mosjid er gaye lagano kol er dhare ek gada kolsir majhe dujon mohila...jol e bheja saree..khola chul r misi makha daat niye “magir kopal bhalo...bus e chapa porchilo artu hole” bole haste haste goriye porche...rongo shesh hotei bus abar nore nijer chal e..
lake gardens er bumper ta perotei ekta sulobh hochhe bNa dike..karnish e dariye mistri ta rastar dike takiye ache..bus er bhetore chokh chaliye nilo ekbar..jodi kichu dekha jay..
dhaka kalibari aste bus er seat gulo bhore gelo almost..ulotdiker nach er school theke ghungur er awaj bus er ghorghor awaj chhapiye majhe majhe shona jache..
abar ekta time Kol...ekhane chhele ra..chhoto kore gamcha pore...gota shorir matha mukh sada fenay dheke ga dole jachhe...jol joler moton porei choleche...teen char te dami gari dNar korano rastar dhare...chokchoke..soddo dhoa...dhonewalar nijeke dhoar samay ekhn..bua ta law college er samne ese atke gelo…rasta jure chhoto chul, binuni, jhunti, ghare bag, hathe tattoo, spykes, gogglewala der bheer..bansher sanko perono moton kore rasta peroche..kolkol awaj hochhe..jhorna boye jaoar moton..
merlin er kache astei…chokh jhapsa hoye asa smriti..princeton club…sostay peg..mota kajol…angul e garir chabi..mo mo korche dami perfume…samay er sathe bodle jaoa friends circle…dhrubok ami…
biriyani’r gondhe nesha kate…navina cinema r bidyarthi periye mangsher dokan r sathe beef biriyani..chekhe dekhar soubhagyo hoyni kokhno..but jibh e jol esche porttek bar je kobar samne diye giyechi…kan er pashe biri goja data khonchano lok ta k ajo dekhi eki jaygay bose lottery ticket bechche…
[**post ta boddo lomba hoye jachhe…**]
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Dhusor..
Ghum chokhe hatre cell phone khuje peye jorano golay boli ‘Hello’, opash theke sab cheye chena konthoswar bole othe ‘Shorir bhalo??’..
Jani ki bolte ph korechen..keno bolte parchhen na setao jani…jor kore golay hasi tene ene bolei felen.. ami haste parchilam ki na mone nei… deerghoswas chepe abar bolen ‘sabdhane thakis’..
Call end er Beep beep shobde ghum kate na bhoye bujhte pari na..
Sokal er shuru ta amar hathe nei…baba’r hatheo na..ajker dintar kortobbo korte hoto..
Onekdin age shunechilam bachha der memory photographic memory…ja dekhe tai mone rakhe…boyes er sathe komte thake..miliye jete thake smriti..
Kintu odbhut bhabe anonder theke dukkher din er smriti manusher kache sposto .. embossed.
Koto boro boro kotha bhule jai amra..primary school er prothom din er kotha.. prothom cycle niye eka school jaoar din.. skirt pore bristi te bhije bhije bari fera…saree pore school er baire dariye prothom chhele der sathe adda..graduation er samay college paliye nicco park..prothom komor chhoan chul kete ese barite hapus noyone kanna.. sab kichui bhulte bosechi pray…abchha tukro tukro kona domrano khoyate chhobir moton kokhno kokhno mone ase..
Madhyamik er roll number.. higher secondary’r tarikh.. graduation er 3rd semester er marks.. namrata’r biyer tarikh…hajar chesta koreo mone korte pari na.. kintu jani na keno 8 digit er oi number ta amar pechhon chharche na…bochhor bocchor octopus er moton aro beshi kore japte dhorche amay…
Chhoto bachha ra jemon new year er din babar gola joriye gune bole ‘baba..r matro 2 mas’.. odheer agrohe opekkha kore din ta asar… ami ei buro boyes e pash balish joriye bhabi ‘aro 8 ta mas’.. opekkha kori din ta chole jaoar..
Rongin belun … soru soru mombati.. ojosro rongin moroker pechhone ekta hasi mukh hath bariye bole othe ‘amar jonne ki enecho’.. mombati barte thake bochor bochhor.. barte thake ‘pride possession’ list..
Amar mone pore sei din tar kotha..mone pore babar phone peye chhute asa..oke ankre pore thaka maa ke.. mone pore amar mathay babar hath…mone pore fele rekhe asa sei rongin paniyo bhorti glass ta k…
Hoyto ba sheshbar er moton dekha hoto.. fyakashe din ta k rongin korar chesta na korle..
Keno j din bar bar fire ase. Amar barte thake boyes.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Protishodh...
Ichhe kore fele rekhe jaoa diary‘r patay keo likhe rekhe jay:
“I find myself in meaningless relationships in which I deliver false promises and empty words with a devilish smile, with no guilt and with complete disregard. In a whim I fall in lust and in another I forget who, what and where.
But there will b a time when my heart would ache for love, when my eyes would shed a tear when it was not to be. I would wait, may be, perhaps I would meet someone that would make my heart skip.”
Ashe pashe chhoriye chhitiye pore thake bondhujon er ullas…
Tukro tukro chhobi bhese othe amar mone..
Du hath chhoriye ghas e gora gori khache ekta chhoto chhele… sobujh e makha makhi jama… school er moja te matir chhop… elo melo jhakra chul e ghas er tukro… sisir poreni bole ghas er gondho ta alada… tobu taii soi… buke bhore niye urbar jonno toiri hochhe se….
Adho ondhokar..bristi porche ek gheye…bidhu da keno jani aj mather alo gulo jalayni… hothat kore dur e ekta chhaya dekhe chomke uthi… bhaj kora du hatu’r majhe matha jhukiye bhijche ekta chhele… eka. Jhakra chul shanto hoye mukher pashe lepte.. Here jaoar kosto ki?? Firiye dichhe ghas gulo k kichu?
Haoa bhora golok ta kono din kichu ferot chaini to chhele tar theke… borong diyeche onek kichu… horek rokom onubhuti.. Tobu keno erom holo??
Eto raag obhimaan protishodh..lukiye chhilo ...chok choke kalo chokh gulor pechone...??
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Haraiya feli...
Keno megh ashe hridoyo akashe..
Keno megh ashe hridoyo akashe..
Tomare dekhite dey na.
Moho meghe tomare dekhite dey na
Moho meghe tomare dekhite dey na
Moho meghe tomare
Ondho kore rakhe
Tomare dekhite dey na
Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina
Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina
Khoniko aloke..
Aankhiro poloke..
Tomay jole pai dekhite..
Ohe Khoniko aloke
Aankhiro poloke
Tomay jole pai dekhite..
Ohe harai harai
Soda bhoy bhoy
Ohe harai harai
Soda hoy bhoy
Haraiya feli chkoite
Ash na mitite haraiya..
Polok na porite haraiya..
Hridoy na jurate haraiya feli chokite…
Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina
Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina
Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina
Ohe ki korile bolo paibo tomare
Rakhibo aankhite aankhite
Ohe ki korile bolo paibo tomare
Rakhibo aankhite aankhite
Ohe eto prem ami kotha pabo na
eto prem ami kotha pabo na
tomare hridoye rakhite
amar saddho kiba tomare..
doya na korile ke pare
tumi apni na ele ke pare
hridoye rakhite..
Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina
Ohe ar karo pane chahibo na r
Koribo e aji pranopon..
Ohe tumi Jodi bolo
Ekhuni koribo
Bishoyo basona bisorjon
Debo sri chorine bishoyo
Dibo okatore bishoyo
Dibo tomar lagi bisoyo basona bisorjon…
Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina
Keno megh ashe hridoyo akashe..
Keno megh ashe hridoyo akashe..
Tomare dekhite dey na.
Moho meghe tomare dekhite dey na
Moho meghe tomare
Ondho kore rakhe
Tomare dekhite dey na
Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina..
Friday, July 8, 2011
hiseber khata..
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Fathers’ day...
Para suddhu load sheddin, ja groom haoao diche na ektu, khuki ghumiyeche ektu age...ektu norlo mone holo na?? Han thik tai mosha kamrache bechari ke...baba doure porar table theke bichhanar kache...hathe hath pakha....kono klanti nei haoa kore cholechhen ek nagare...khukir ghum er jate byaghat na hoy...khuki ekhn ektu boro...r laal jhoray na...moner sukhe hath pa chhoriye bichhana jure hath pakhar haoay nirbighno ghum..khuki ki tokhon ghoray chapar sopno dekhchilo???
Khuki ekhon boro hoye geche...madhyomik samne... torighori barite inverter er byabostha...TV chole na inverter e khuki’r mosto dukkho....du din dhore tana bristi...current jachhe asche... inverter ta thik moton charge o hochhe na.....duto ghore fan beshi khon cholbe na...khuki ghumiye portei khuki’r baba nijer ghor er fan off kore khukir mathar pashe...ekta fan cholle to onek khon back up debe...khuki tokhn sopne madhyomik e onke ekshoy eksho..
Ajkal abar amader ekhane diner belay current jay...bari fire bujhteo pari na...recently kodin tana khub bristi hochhilo...raat e ekdin current chhilo na....janala khola...thanda shirshire haoa...bristir ek gheye awaz....epash opash kore..kol balish ta k ‘variation’ e joriye dhore jokhn ghumolam tokhn raat pray shesher dike...porer din sokale uthe nijeke barbar bollam, ‘asole fan er awaz ta eto baje obbhes, na shunle ghum aste chay na’..
Down the line...hoyto kono ek aro unchu flat er balcony te...amar khuki k niye paychari korbo ami...naki seta koraro samay pabo na..maid rekhe debo?? Eto bhalobaste parbo ki?? Ghum chokhe khuki’r kannay birokto hobo naki shuntei pabo na?? Lullaby geye shonabo naki home theatre thakbe?
Konodin ki keo amar jonne mone mone ekbaro bolbe...
I find myself wondering
Did I give you your due
For all that you've done for me
Did I ever thank you
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Su-naam er sarthokota..
Amar babar generation theke shuru kore amar generation porjonto ‘Babu’ r ‘Babai’ naam duto keno jani na churanto gurutto peye ekhno obdi popular names er chart busters.. kintu durbhaggyo bosoto ekhno obdi eder ektao bhalo naam hisebe khub ekta khyati orjon korte pareni... Babulaal Biswas ba Babai Pal ba dhorun Bunty Das naam gulo shunlei kemon ekta khub roga khoyate chul, tobrano gaal type lok mone hoy..atleast amar to mone hoy..
Bhalo naam hote hobe besh bhalo...jemon dhorun...Rudro jeet..besh ekjon gombheer rashbhari manush...baranday ekta rocking chair e bose hathe cigarette niye kagoj porchen, kimba dhorun.. Poushali.. ekjon besh sundori kakima type saree pora mohila.. cosmetics er dokane hathe odhel samay niye mon diye sugondhi shukchhen...
Amar abar Anil naam ta shunlei ekta olpo boyeshi, mota kalo frame er choshma pora, pengla chheler black and white chhobir kotha mone pore..ki jani keno...hote pare ajkal r Anil naam ta bishesh shona jay na tai...similarly, Sandy shunlei mone hoy kadhe guitar.. hathe guchho khanek rongin band..jhakra jhakra chul r gol gola kalo iron maiden er t shirt pora ekta colg er chhele..
Bhalo naam ti j sab samay sarthok seta bolbo na, borong beshir bhag khetrei manush tir sathe tar naam er kono mil khuje paoa jay na. Ekhn Jodi karor naam sourav hoy apni kichu tei expect korte paren na j sab samay khub sundor ekta gondher resh rekhe jabe... borong ulto ta hoar chances beshi... ba dhorun karor nam holo tanwi ba sutanuka....ami amar personal experience theke bolte pari ei duti naam er odhikarini dui mohila moteo tader naam ebong shorirer samonjosso niye khushi non.. e chhara kana chheler naam j podmolochon hoy se r notun kore bole deoar kichu nei temni kana meyer naam o onek samay durbhagyo krome khatay kolome Sunayani.
Tobe su-naam ti k sarthok korte chan erom manush ami amar ei short span life e khub kom dekhechi...rather dekhini bolai bhalo...Baba ma khub asha kore paribarik naam er sathe mil rekhe chheler nam rakhlen, ‘sundor ke joy korben jini’.. odomyo utsaho niye ekagro chitte tini prithibir sundori der joy korar broto niyechen... naam ta k r kichu na hok sarthok korte hobe to..
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Puff the Magic Dragon..
otake naoano, khaoano, koyek lokkho bar jama ta kholano ebong porano, maa er nailpolish diye lipstick lagano and kichu onyay korlei duddar petano chhara otar proti r kono kortobbo korechi bole mone pore na...ekta jutor bakshe purono kantha chhera pete maa bichhana baiye diyechilo...oto sundor putul er jonne jutor baksher bichhana ta jodio amar mono:puto hoyni...kintu otar theke better kono option bhebe ber korte parini..ogotya otai
besh cholchilo din gulo...neecher tolar mou er putul ta k chhele sabbosto kore ekbar biyeo diyechilam...rosogolla r nimki chhilo bhoj e... jodio shashuri te shashuri te boni bona hoyni bole pore biye ta bhenege jay..ami to r amar sona putul k pocha shashuri’r hathe obohelay chhere dite pari na....
amar mone ache putul ta k j ami khub bhalobastam ta bodhoy noy...motamoti bastam r ki...tobe keo putul ta niye nebe bolle ba ‘koi dekhi tor putul ta ektu dekha’ bolle chechiye jol chhara kanna kandte pichhpa hotam na... kaj er masir hath kamrano type o ekta ghotona hoyechilo..but seta ekhane na bolai buddhiman er kaj...putul ta amar besh gorber bostu chhilo....
sedin nischoy putul ta k chhere thakar kotha bhabini...aj putul tar kotha mone porlo puff er kotha shune...aj mone korte kosto hoy putul ta adou barite ache kina....thakleo hoyto kono ek showcase e ba purono bakshe...
koto sohoje bhule jai amra sab kichu...koto chot kore chhere dite pari kacher manush ke...puff er gaan ta ami ageo shunechi...bohubar...kokhno to mone hoyni putul tar kotha...
khub dami kichu hariye fellam ki ami??
Friday, June 3, 2011
Janala..
Konomote ghum theke uthechi aj....nijeke thele thule..mone mone onek choco poco deoar promise kore...gyeser ta chaliye abar kanthar tolay chokh buje minute gona...osojjho.
Ei thanday abar shampoo :( ..agerdin pasher chhele ta nak kuchke uthe na gele ami kalker golapi shirt ta aj abar porbo bhebechilam :( konmote adh khana kola kheye r paurti ta hathe niye tala chabir baap baapanto korte korte jokhn bus obdi pouchechi...tokhno amar hathe dhora pauruti r side ta..aj r asha nei bujhe ogotya dorja diye felte jabo...bass.. dorja ta bondho hoye gelo...ebar hajar kadleo r khulbe na..amar pauruti’r tukro felar jonne to hargis na : shesh mesh tukro hathe boste holo...40min er journey... pauruti hathe amar kado kado mukhe bus theke namchi...conductor er agun chokh eriye...o bechara o bore hoye geche amake pauruti’r tukro seat er konay thuste baron kore : bus e uthlei amar dike sondeher chokhe takay..rather amar hather dike.. ofic er samne jokhn ami namlam tokhno amar hathe okkhoto pauruti... konomote doure chhute rasta tuku per korei lift...ebong ojante eriye jaoa lift er pasher dustbin :) obosheshe amar cubicle...chokkhu lojja theke muktir nissas chharte jabo tokhoni hothat mone porlo amar hathe ekhno sei paurutir tukro ta...desk er kache giye goto kalker tao dekhte pelam..khub jonto kore tissue mure rakha ache...bissosto cleaner gulo desk er moila poriskar kore odorkari kagoj er tukro gulo paper bin e fele diyeche..kintu tissue mora pauruti’r tukro felar odhikar oder nei...cubicle er dorjar baire boro boro laal okkhore lekha "no eatables allowed inside"...!!!
Pasher boro glass window tar dike takiye ei prothombar mone holo iss Jodi ektu khani kanch ta khulte partam :) Volvo bus gulor janla gulo o to permanently bondho...boba cinema moton bondho kacher janala gulo te prithibi ta amr bhore geche...
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Lake..
Dhakuria lake e bohu bar giyechi...colg paliye adda.. swimming kore fear pothe du ek paak.. kokhno na nojurul monche fest dekhte giye dhukte na paoar dukkhe.. kono dini serom bhalo lageni.. r panch ta heji peji jaygar moton ekta jayga... Mosha, birir tukro r prochur pocha kochuri pana bhorti ekta joghonno jayga..
Se bar borshar por, prothom jokhn photo tulte gelam.. (kritognota swikar korchi j anuprerona diye songe niye gechilo tar) sebar bujhechilam lake ta oto tao kharap na.. jhore pore jaoa gach gulo j ki kore pranpon chesta koreo notun pata chhorache...r segulor rong j ki kore eto ujjwol sundor seta ami ajo bujhte parini... fele asa sei lake ta k miss korchi bhison bhabe.
Ebar borshay jeno ami abar dhakuriya lake e chhobi tulte jete pari...
Monday, May 9, 2011
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