Thursday, July 28, 2011

Protishodh...

Ichhe kore fele rekhe jaoa diary‘r patay keo likhe rekhe jay:

“I find myself in meaningless relationships in which I deliver false promises and empty words with a devilish smile, with no guilt and with complete disregard. In a whim I fall in lust and in another I forget who, what and where.

But there will b a time when my heart would ache for love, when my eyes would shed a tear when it was not to be. I would wait, may be, perhaps I would meet someone that would make my heart skip.”

Ashe pashe chhoriye chhitiye pore thake bondhujon er ullas…

Tukro tukro chhobi bhese othe amar mone..

Du hath chhoriye ghas e gora gori khache ekta chhoto chhele… sobujh e makha makhi jama… school er moja te matir chhop… elo melo jhakra chul e ghas er tukro… sisir poreni bole ghas er gondho ta alada… tobu taii soi… buke bhore niye urbar jonno toiri hochhe se….

Adho ondhokar..bristi porche ek gheye…bidhu da keno jani aj mather alo gulo jalayni… hothat kore dur e ekta chhaya dekhe chomke uthi… bhaj kora du hatu’r majhe matha jhukiye bhijche ekta chhele… eka. Jhakra chul shanto hoye mukher pashe lepte.. Here jaoar kosto ki?? Firiye dichhe ghas gulo k kichu?

Haoa bhora golok ta kono din kichu ferot chaini to chhele tar theke… borong diyeche onek kichu… horek rokom onubhuti.. Tobu keno erom holo??

Eto raag obhimaan protishodh..lukiye chhilo ...chok choke kalo chokh gulor pechone...??

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Haraiya feli...




Keno megh ashe hridoyo akashe..
Keno megh ashe hridoyo akashe..
Tomare dekhite dey na.
Moho meghe tomare dekhite dey na
Moho meghe tomare dekhite dey na
Moho meghe tomare
Ondho kore rakhe
Tomare dekhite dey na





Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina
Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina





Khoniko aloke..
Aankhiro poloke..
Tomay jole pai dekhite..
Ohe Khoniko aloke
Aankhiro poloke
Tomay jole pai dekhite..





Ohe harai harai
Soda bhoy bhoy
Ohe harai harai
Soda hoy bhoy
Haraiya feli chkoite
Ash na mitite haraiya..
Polok na porite haraiya..
Hridoy na jurate haraiya feli chokite…





Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina
Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina
Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina





Ohe ki korile bolo paibo tomare
Rakhibo aankhite aankhite
Ohe ki korile bolo paibo tomare
Rakhibo aankhite aankhite
Ohe eto prem ami kotha pabo na
eto prem ami kotha pabo na
tomare hridoye rakhite
amar saddho kiba tomare..
doya na korile ke pare
tumi apni na ele ke pare
hridoye rakhite..





Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina





Ohe ar karo pane chahibo na r
Koribo e aji pranopon..
Ohe tumi Jodi bolo
Ekhuni koribo
Bishoyo basona bisorjon
Debo sri chorine bishoyo
Dibo okatore bishoyo
Dibo tomar lagi bisoyo basona bisorjon…





Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina
Keno megh ashe hridoyo akashe..
Keno megh ashe hridoyo akashe..
Tomare dekhite dey na.
Moho meghe tomare dekhite dey na
Moho meghe tomare
Ondho kore rakhe
Tomare dekhite dey na
Majhe majhe tobo dekha pai..
Chirodin keno paina..


Friday, July 8, 2011

hiseber khata..

Chhoto belay amader bari te parar mudi dokan theke jinis asto...’maskabari’...ekta dhyanga lok duto boro boro bag prochur jinis bhore niye kono rokom e tolte tolte baranday bojha ta namiyei bolto, ‘boudi ek glass jol!!’...tarpor pocket theke kotogulo roll pakano kagol ber kore khub monojog diye kichu ekta khuje bolto...’hmm..ei j peyechi, boudi jinis gulo miliye nin’..

Maa oi kagoj er tukro ta hathe niye ek ek kore jinis gulo bag er theke ber kore chhoto boro nanan size er pat er suto diye bandha khobor er kagoj er thonga gulor gaye hath buliye, shunke bolto ‘Jire ache, shukno lonka, atop chal, chini..’. Ami obak hoye kagoj er tukro r thongar jinis er somporko bojhar chesta kortam... Pore jenechilam kagoj ta’r naam.. ‘Fordo’...r oi fordo miliyei Goutam kaku jinis pathiyeche.... Jinis er naam aourate aourate shesher dike elei Maa er mukh ta kemon gombhir hoye jeto...ebong ekdum shesh line e ekta deergho nissas...pore jenechilam oi shesh line ta holo ‘hiseb’....

Baba age prayii office theke mota mota khata niye bari firto...r sara raat khaoar table e bose ekmone khata guloy ki sab likhto du mukho laal neel ‘kolom’ diye... eto gombhir mukhe thakto j bhoye kokhno kache jaini... Maa k shoar samay jiges korle ektu dukkho dukkho golay bolto bank er ‘hiseb’...
Dipak Kaku jedin prothom amake onko korate elo, mone ache sedin esei bolechilo, ‘Khatar patar baa dike rule tene ektu jayga rakhbe... ‘hiseb’ korar jonne’. Onko kore pashe rough work dekhale naki beshi ‘nombor’ paoa jay.
Goutam kaku’r dokane ekbar bapon da k oboleelay bolte shunechilam, ‘Kaku ek packet biri dao baba chailo, r amader khatay likhe rekho’...sedin jenechilam Gautam Kaku’r oi khata tao naki hiseber khata.
Sokale uthei ami hiseb shuru kori, kotokhon e snan korte parbo tar opor depend kore alarm snooze... sotti tinii adorsho ‘kunre’ jinni alarm er snooze abiskar korechhilen.. brush korte korte bread seka jabe naki aj baranday dariye brush korte parbo setao amar hiseber moddhe...
Amar cubicle e dhokar mukhe, deoal er gaaye ekta laal-sobuj alo jola chhoto kalo jontro ache... dorjar je kono pashe jaoar jonne, golay jholano amar porichoy potro ta k jontre chhoante hoy...jontro apon mone hiseb rekhe chole ami koto bar kotokhon er jonne baire chhilam...saradin e thik kotokhon kaj korechi...
Chhoto boro tukro kagoj, dista khata, PDF, excel aro hajaro sheet e hiseb likhe cholechi ami. Ek chul edik odik hoar jo nei.. Mon er bhetore gune cholechi kota kotha, kibhabe, kake, kokhn, kothay r keno... Chokh diye onoboroto tuke nichhi kojon, ke ke, ki ki...
chhoto belay hurdle race e fisrt hote hote hoini..pore gechilam shesh hurdle e paa atke...hamstring tay jokhn majhe majhe taan lage sei meye tar mukh mone pore je hurdle ta bodle diyechilo... hiseb rekhechi setar o...
omonojog er pallay pore r kichu harate chai na ami.. hather muthoy chepe dhore thaka cell phone...sotorko chokhe dekhe nichhi notun update.. moner moddhe sajiye nichhi mitthe kotha gulo ke...hiseb kore samay moton... e ek odbhut nesha.. sudhu chokh buje bhebe jaoa r hiseb tar sathe sathe... kothar mar pyanch r chokher sommohon... bhuliye rakha manush ke...
nesha sheshe pore thake ador e makha chokher jol... ogochhalo table er opore rakha koti koti kagoj er moddhe theke hariye jay thik sei pata ta... jeta k konodin hiseber moddhei dhorini... khujte khujte klanto hoye mathar du pash ta chepe dhori, dheere dheere nesha kete giye chinta gras kore amay... ekebare hariye gelo na to??
Barbar jiges korte thaki, amader hiseber khata ta hariye felbi na to...
Kagoj er bheer thele k ekjon jeno kane kane bole jay... ‘Bhebe dekhbo..’
Adorer daag miliye jete thake..